heart..

its 7;22 pm right now and it is raining heavily outside.. i don't know why i feel so uneasy and miserable now.. and I've been feeling like this since i woke up today.. i feel like something bad has happened or is going to be happened.. i just couldn't guess what it is.. i have no idea at all.. but whenever i feel like this, there must be something. i just know it..

i called my mom twice today, in the morning and in the evening but she said everything is fine.. nothing happened at home.. i told her i felt uneasy and she asked me not to worry. there is nothing happened to my family. ok then..

but,why i still feeling like this?? i am so confused..GOD, please give me strength. give me some clues.. i just cant stand it anymore.. :((